When GOD shows HIS face!!!

We know that GOD is a spirit, and no man on earth, can actually tell you what HE looks like,
but when I say HE shows HIS face, HE shows HIS face, "let me say my part"......
"When I was about 5 or 6 years old, (I was a small child). And my family were having a family picnic, it had started to rain. And everyone ran underneath the shed, that my grandma and her brother, had built themselves, which I am still impressed to this day, by the thought, she was very talented woman, (may she rest in peace)...
Anyway my granny grabbed my hand, and we ran for the shed, I dropped my toy, and it was about to get soaked, because instantly it had began pouring down (like cats and dogs).
When my granny stepped out to get the toy, it automatically, and instantly stopped raining, but as soon as she returned back under the shed, it began back raining, even harder than before.
"That right there was definately in yo face, to me!" And since then, my strength, faith and all, has had me whats up, and that is that GOD is real, and HE is alive, and HE does to and for the right people, at the right time, show HIS face.....

The spiritual operator......

"When I was younger, I fell in love with certain gospel songs, and musical selections, and one in particular, plays in my memory, "JESUS is on the main line, call him up and tell HIM what you want".
"Anyone finds that song to be true? "Well I do indeed!" "I'm a newly found writer, and on the rise, although I face desperate struggles throughout, my everyday!
At times I feel like I'm not going to make it, but when I cry out, when my heart is truly troubled, and I feel I can't take no more, I call HIM up, and HE answers!!!
"I know that there are many out there, who doubts and disbelieves, and mainly, because they go by there teachings, and that has been known to be tampered with, but to believe with faith, and by experience, thats something totally different.
"Honestly I've walked a road of many directions, I've lived a life of many mysteries and obstacles, and now I'm doing the unthinkable, (writing). "Tell me GOD don't answer when you call (pray).....

Realizing reality for me!!!

"I gotta say, we all are so blessed, and thanks to HIM thats made it all possible!"
"But I wanted 2 share with u all, why I came up with my last post, for the blog, titled ( maybe a dollar short, but not a day late....
"I had planned to jump on here and give you all what I had, and I totally forgot, but being that I didn't remember until today, 10-31-08, I had even more to bring to the table.
"Anyway yesterday, as well as many other days, I planned to share my thoughts daily, but sometimes its a struggle I find hard to compete against, but as I said, while we have the blessings of life continuing for us, we must be grateful, and make the most out of the situations, we face!
"GOD is good God is great!!! "Aren't we glad???
"And thats the thing about reality, I realize"...

"Maybe a dollar short, but not a day late".....

"GOD is too wonderful, for us to except that since we have failed at anything, and come the next day, you feel dissappointed, thinking of the expression, (a day late, and a dollar short). It's a catchy one, and meaningful one, but when it comes to influencing yourself to actually feel and believe that, til its a reality for you, "qoute on qoute" thats sad, because everyday that we arise from our sleep, it should be A joyous occassion, and since we still have life, it is proven then, that its not a day late!!!
"But on the other hand, when you living a life of pure struggles, you learn to hold on, believe in what you believe, ("me personally its our HEAVENLY FATHER-GOD"). "But I say to each his his own, but I know by experience and truth, that it is HE who is alive!!!
Finances have crumbled, mental, health, emotions and all have at some point or another, failed me, but HE was my redeemer everytime, with HIS love, HE brought me back!

"So I say to you all, though I struggle, financially and all, and that would render me a dollar short, but I got life, I got love, I got GOD", I'm not a day late! AMEN"......

keepin it reallll......

Alot of folks have a problem with being and keepin it real, I watched the debate the other night (Wednesday). And I see how McCain avoided certain questions and responses, and he said he would whoop Barack's you know what, "well I didn't see him whoop nothing, not a damn thing, so what could he have been talking about?
"McCain has been on and on, attempting to crush and destroy this man's (Barack), reputation, integrity, spirit (confidence) and all, but face it he didn't do that, nor did he convince me that hes trying to change this country, or make it better.....
"Its time for many of you all, to face it, and except the fact that McCain don't care about us". "I think folks sees that, even his supporters, its all because Obama's black, "keep it real"....
And keep in mind too, on the real, that whatever GOD wants to happen, will, without a doubt!!!

All Day Looonnnggg.......

At 5 something am, each morning I wake up, after thanking the LORD, I tune in to Joyner, calling like crazy, trying to win me some money, on the cash call, with the three nubers, I sure could use that thousand dollars!!!

"But even though I haven't won that money winning chance yet, but I have won tickets before, but all in all they're agreat radio station, I've even written books, inspired by them".
"V103 I think yall rockin!!! Anybody agree? "Holla if you hear me".......

"Hey wheres Doug Banks????

Haters R Us!!!

"Haters R Us, is one statement that rings out, and definately stands to be true, about our culture, our race, our nature, of our existance and all, and we can't seem to cease it or get enough, cause its always around.Mary J Blige says it best, "they gone hate anyway, cause they not happy with themselves. Most haters appear out of nowhere, and really be hating for and about nothing". Cause a female go and get her nails done, get a new weave, or shoes or something, or that brother driving a benz, and he can't even pay his light bill", yall know we all got somethin to say, we all guilty! "I refuse to act like I'm exempt, I'm not perfect, but when I realize what wrong I do, I pray on it, and I feel bad, and sometimes I catch myself.
Sometimes haters are created, from a person experiencing some negative stuff in the past, or something they hear, and really its all jealousy. "But we all got to find a way to except and be proud of who we are, and we shall have love for others, and find a way to adopt the thoery of one wise one: "Don't hate, excellerate". "Yea I know its good, thanks", but we really need to work on ourselves, and we will see a change, and any fool who don't want change, then you are more than welcome to join haters anonymous @: www.hatersrus.com....

Is pimpen dead or sugarcoated???

"What would this seem like to you?"
A woman allows her niece to stay with her, but charges no particular amount of money, but hassles her niece for money everyday, or every other day. And the niece would call her friend, hook up with him, and get money from him, sometimes $75, or something, and shed give it to the auntie, but the auntie says to the girl, call another friend or something, because this is not enough for my bills!!!
"Now I don't know about you, but to me, that sounds like pimpen, the niece is so blind that shes not convinced, because her aunt's a Jehovah's witness, and that exempts her from all sin, or negativity. "No No No", I'm not making mockery of anyone's belief, or religion or whatever they want to claim, but I'm just keepin it real, and Christanity, is CHRIST like, and I know HES about truth, and thats whats real"........


"Whats up wit this?...........

"Let go and let GOD"...

"This is just a test people, but do be alarmed...........

"Yesterday my mom made it in from out of town, and I wanted to see her, so I went and picked her up, at my sister's house. Me and my mom, sat around and talked and got caught up on some things, and before we left, (me and my mom), I asked my nephew, where was my memory card for my digital camera, which I had loaned him, over a month ago. But everytime I'd ask for it, he can't seem to find it. "So anyway I admit, I did speak to him, kind of harsh, because there was a sense of nonchallant attitude, and responses, and when I said my part, I turned and began to walk out my sister's house, but I turned my head back, and noticed he was poutlike walking away from me, (if thats a word). But anyway he put up his hand, like "talk to the hand, cause I ain't trying to hear it"...
"Boy was I pissed, so I walked in behind him, calling him constantly, while he kept walking and ignoring me. "Now yall know I was getting even more heated!!!
He stopped at his bedroom door, and finally turned to face me, but not as though he was paying attention to me exactly, but he began swelling up, and I could hear him breathing, (exhaling) like he needed to count to ten, so you know that was a challange to me". He stood up to me, I do admit I may have been in the wrong, to let him bring me to his level, and argue with a child, but I'm auntie, and no matter what, I'm an adult, you would've thought that his mom, (my sister) would see it that way, but no". Before she could even get the facts, she calls my house, with some b.s. She snaps on my mom, hangs up, calls back trying to snap on me, shouting "oh you wanna threaten somebody?"
"For real after that, my mind went blank, and all I couls hear was, my own voice because I was yelling to the top if my voice, well yall know how it goes, periodically I'd hear her few words, when I'd take a breather....

"Anyhow my whole thing is this, we fued alot, based on the fact that I am who I am, my siblings have had an issue with me, being different, prettybaby, and all, (Prettybaby is my nickname, from my uncle, and I was so thrilled to hear it come out of Eric Bennette's mouth, when Joyner and Anthony J@ v103, teasing about her being pregnant). "But anyway sorry to ramble"..

"All in all I've had problems with my sisters all the time, but I never went this route with her, but my uncle, (my spiritual advisor), he just brought to my realization, that the enemy is always busy, he warned me that it would be this way, because of who I am, and what I'm trying to do, I recently became a writer, ( freelance) and I'm working my way up, and the devil don't like it, and will try to destroy my blessings, the best he could, but I let go and let GOD".......


Visit outskirtspress.com/ Barnes and Noble.com/ Amazon.com, Iuniverse.com/Ingram/ Baker & Taylor, etc. "I need some support, so I can get up out this hell hole".....
Titles in print: Wrong Moves, Days of my life pt. 1 and pt. 2, (well actually 2 will be available by christmas), Inspirations and more to come, "soon"......

"But if I can get any feedback on this paticular matter, I know I allowed the devil to trick me, but am I wrong for the way I acted, or the way I feel???

Safe ain't Sure....

"Good morning everyone, GOD is good!!!
"Yesterday after a month, I went to resources that could possibly help me, with getting my daughter in school, while creating and maintaining a positive and safe environment for her, because not long ago, she was attacked by several school and classmates, which resulted in the most rediculous thing I have ever seen in my life. One of the other parents, would constantly defend her daughter knowing that she was in the wrong, and accuse everyone else, I mean challenging the kids to fight, calling kids out their name, and all other types of foolishness, she exhibited. I was bothered by it, so official and more legal authorities had to be involved...

To this day this mess still exists, and the surprising part I'd like to mention, this particular parent, plays some type of role, (supposedly positive), in a prominent organization, that promotes safety, and resolves violence and issues pertaining to it. But in this ordeal, she represented the total opposite, she even sent other kids, to the school to engage in these volital acts. Disgusting me, because not only was she being a fake in the place, which supports uplifting
and survival for these teens, adults, young, old, men women, boys and girls. She was provoking the violence when it definately needs to be stopped, but she angered me so much, when I realized that these were just babies, and she wasn't even allowing them to reach high school yet.

And then I found out that this mess has not yet died down, all throughout the summer, there would be threats and rumors of threats, toward my daughter, and in sense, my family in general.

"Ya see I know that its wrong to keep my kid out of school for so long, but I'd rather be safe than sorry", and I am neither safe nor sure about this whole thing, anybody feel me out there?....

The way of the world today....

"I sometimes sit and think of how blessed and fortunate, that I am, to see each day the LORD sends, and I'm even happy for all who has that same blessing....
But its sad that folks take this opportunity for granted, as if this is owed to them or something. Some folks won't acknowledge GOD for anything, less long another day in their lives. But I am however, very greatful, because I know that HE did not have to to do it, "can I get an amen???

"I recently had an arguement with my sister, and during the arguement, my faith was questioned, but in category of religion, if ya know what I'm saying, well as I told her, I claim no particular denomination, religion or title, but I do love HIM, very much, I worship HIM, and praise HIM, every chance I get, but because I'm not doing it the way she does, I'm not doing it right, or anyone else, thats not a Jehova's witness.......

"My sister has on several occassions judged me, betrayed me, and blamed me, and as a witness, or whatever you may be, we are not in authority to pass judgement on anyone, am I right?

Holla if ya here me!!!


*** Tammy J***